at the end of this month we're having a test on Ansi C. I'm scared breathless, because i know i'm not ready.
never been much of a learner, and this language is so premitive, that even my teachers don't bother deny it.

can't pick myself up and practice. or do anything, for that matter.
sloth's got me hard.


today was just evil. i woke up half an hour later than usual, and from there it all went downhill. i was so mad during classes that i almost hit someone for real, and not as part of a friendly play.
but then i remembered i don't really know him that good, and it may just kill what little friendship we have.




starts a third week without my MP3. i suffer.
_{please, mailpeople. please.}